| Location | London |
| Age | 5 months |
| Date of Birth | 09/03/2008 |
| Date of Death | 30/08/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,256 since 24/11/2008 |
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you didnt stay with mummy long..just 6 months i held you for..you was supposed to be with me forever but for sum cruel reason u was taken away from me..i dont know why and i dont know if i want to..me and your big sister tyanne miss u so much though..you would of been my babyboy infact you are and u always will be..il never forget you..as it gets closer to your due date im finding it harder and harder to accept the fact i will be burying you instead of enjoying time with you..you will always be my angel baby..mummy misses you sooo much and will love u till the day i can come and be with you xx
hey baby
well ur baby sister is definatly keepin me on my toes..running all around the place now..shes only 8 months old..watching every little mark shes making makes me miss u all the more..never got to see ur first step or hear u say mumma..tyanne loves school and every morning on the way to school she always says look mummy caiden is following me again..told her ud guide her way and always watch her..my heart aches to have u back..wonders if things could have been different..bet you would of been as gorgeous and smart as ur sisters..please watch them and protect they are all i have now..only thing keeping me from you..i love u son love always mummy and ur sisters xxx
mish yew
was laying in bed the other day and had flashbacks of that day..going into labour on that train,gettin rushed to hosspital then having to scoop you of that toilet..a nightmare..we should of met in such better circumstances..everyone says everything happens for a reason..i cant see that reason for us to go through this..tyanne cries for you and i try so hard to be strong but its hard..i keep a smile on my face everyday but my heart is still breaking..its been nearly two years and i cant forget just cradling you in the hospital till the nurse come and took you away,,,i love and miss you caiden i so wish you was here your sisters would have loved you so much..tia-niah is doing so well..tyanne starts school in a few weeks and you would have been 2 soon..my number 1 boy 4eva and always mummy loves u xxx
hey babyboy
i am soooo sorry i havent been on..i have constantly thought you..i had your baby sister..named her tia-niah..we havent forgot about you though me and tyanne still talk about you lot..shes older now and understands..breaks my heart when she says she just wants you here coz you was her favourite brother..she doesnt understand you cant come back..i tell her god wanted you to be an angel and she says well im going to tell god i want you to be my brother..makes me cry..your baby sister is beautiful and full of smiles..she came just before your due date which i was greatful of..that day is and always will be your day..im watching her grow up..she is 4 months now and i think i should of seen you doing that and as happy as i am it does make me sad sometimes..i miss you sooo much..and i love u baby xx
i love u so so so much no matter what neva eva forget that..mummys number 1boy 4eva..ur my world caiden n my world is yew xx
hey gorgeous boy
i mish you so so much..its another girl..calling her tia niah..il be down to the grave next weekend..i think of u everyday..how special and loved you would of been..tyanne keeps saying my brother will come back soon and it breaks my heart..i was dreading they would of said it was a boy..i would of loved him but it would of been harder to accept..no1 can ever replace u as my first son..i hope u r having fun up there and r happy..my life hasnt been the same since that day but im trying baby trying so hard coz i know u dnt like mummy crying..please neva forget me as i will neva 4get yew love alwaiis mummy xxx
hey gorgeous
mummy here just to let u know im thinking of u and i love u..u never leave my thoughts..had my first scan and they said it was perfect but they said the same about yew..they said this baby shood be ok but they also said that about u to so i dunno..i just wish i could fast forward time and have the baby in my hands thats only when i will truly believe this is ok..i miss you sooo much and feel guilty to be happy about this baby..but i know ud want me to be happy realli its just hard..i love u so much my numba 1 boy and i alwaiis will..mummy and tyanne love u soooo much xxx
hey baby
im so so sorry i avent been on for a while..im finding it so hard..trying to be positive but it husrting so bad..why this baby and not you? im watching my belly grow just as it did with you but it aint bringing me no comfort..i am happy dont ge me wrong but im also so sad..if its another beautiful little boy what am i going to do? my day of happiness will be tinted with sadness because i so wanted to hold you in my arms..my heart is still breaking almost a year on and i dont know how to make it better..iact like im ok but inside im not and no1 around me understands exactly what i have to do to get thru each day..i remember your first scan and that heartbeat and then i see you in my arms just lifeless and i want to scream coz i have and will neva get over what we went thru on that day..im so scared caiden please please neva forget how much i will alwaiis love u..il be up soon baby i promise..i cant bear going to that grave..but when i can get ur headstone i will make it the prettiest place eva..i love u sooooooo much my baby xx
hey baby
guess what?..mummy just found out shes expecting again but i know u alreadii know dat coz ur watching down on me..please give me the strength to go thru this..the baby is due same time as you just a year later..everyone thinks its ur spirit come back to me and i would love that caiden..i realli wood..i miss u and love u soo much..i promise il be down soon xx
hey babyboy x
been almost a year since u left mummy i still shed tears for u even though they r getin less an less..i will neva forget u and i want u to know i will alwaiis love u from the bottom of my heart..ur my special little boy no matter what hapens no1 can replace u..mummy loves and misses u soo much..will b ther to see u at the wekend..nite nite angel xx
i miss yew
hey baby sorri i havent written or been to see u lately i just been so so busy..we gona get ur headstone soon and make ur home look so nice..i still hurt yano whenever i go near the place i lost u it kills me..its tru it does get easier in time but u neva eva forget..i love u n miss u sooo much at times i think id die of a broken heart but i try so hard to keep it 2getha for ur sister..i love u caiden neva forget that coz mummy will be with u soon..all my lovexx
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